All of my life I haven’t remembered a time when there wasn’t hate, bigotry, hostility, jealousy, betrayal. I have never known a happy family. Ever.
Men usually are not real nice. At least not the ones in my Family. My Father was an absentee one & he was a wimp letting his 2nd Wife run things & abuse me. He rarely paid any attention. Other males? Cousins, uncles, all pretty much treated me with no more respect than a goal post. Invisible.
I’ll give you an example: Sports are really big in this country. However in my family there was a sexist view of women in that women weren’t supposed to be into sports. When I was young it would be the male cousin who would get invited to the Football games & not me. Females it seemed were scorned. And yes that still hurts today. What can I say my family seemed like they came from the freakin dark ages. It’s gone a long way to screw me up. But I still will find my way. I hate sports, I’m a loner pretty much. And I have to figure every single thing out by myself. I may be getting some light at the end of the tunnel. Please stayed tuned I like to let you know how I’m doing. Cause lord knows no one else seems to care.