My Birthday, Wished I had Someone To Spend It With & Other Reflections.

I have a birthday coming up in April.   No I will not tell you my age.  It’s none of your business.  I’m not very happy, my birthday depresses me because I’ve had nothing but unhappiness, tragedy, abandonment that I’m still recovering from.

Today I tried to get out of my depression by riding the ferry over to Seattle & to try a Szechuan Chinese restaurant.  It’s a hole in the wall place but the food is good.  It didn’t help since I couldn’t find my banks ATM machine, and when I did it was enclosed behind security so in essence it was locked.   I mean whats the point of having the damn machine if its locked.